A Woman in Finance

By Samantha Krier

It is intimidating to enter into a major that you know almost nothing about, and a major that historically has not had a great deal of women in it. When I decided on my major and announced it to my family and friends, I got a lot of confused looks. There wasn’t really a lot of excitement or congratulations. They told me “that’s a good field to get into” rather than “what a great choice for you!” This is understandable, since I do not really seem like I fit into the business world. My personality is very shy, and I have showed more aptitude for reading and writing than business. In addition, I had never really told anyone that I wanted to be in the business world. This reaction wasn’t uncalled for, but it made me nervous that no one seemed to believe in my decision.

When I started in my major, I had no experience in Business or Finance, and everything was new to me. I had to learn very fast and start from the bottom to be where some of my classmates already were. Some people had been investing already, and some had been reading and listening to podcasts about the market for a while. Surprisingly, there was an almost equal mix of men and women in my classes. In some of the upper-level classes, there might have been more men, but it was pretty close. The university did a great job in this way. Nevertheless, I still was intimidated by some of the men in my classes who acted like they knew everything already. They already had the upper hand, because more men have been in Finance historically, and the field may be more partial to hiring them.

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Motherhood vs. Personhood

By Samantha Krier

In the age of social media it is extremely hard to be considered a “good mother.” If you look up any video of a mom and her baby on the internet, there are going to be people (mainly other women) telling her what she is doing wrong, or “mom-shaming,” even if the baby is laughing and happy in mom’s arms. Someone will tell her she is holding him wrong, or that the baby is wearing something inappropriate. Literally anything a mother does is wrong in someone’s opinion. Mothers are judged so harshly in today’s world for what they do with their babies and for taking any time for themselves to just be them, without the baby.

I understand that when you have kids, everything is about them because kids take up a lot of time. They are constantly learning and growing, and they need constant attention, supervision, and stimulation. Parents should want to be around their kids and they should be the center of their world. Creating and developing a new life is an incredible thing. It takes a lot of work. But this does not mean mothers have to completely abandon their personhood and who they are as people. Mothers are still people who have needs and desires separate from their children. This is a hard concept for many to grasp. There is a balance between being completely devoted to your children and giving up your entire self to them (which is unhealthy) and not caring about your children.

Life is a balance and it is normally not healthy to do one extreme or the other. Mothers have to find the balance that works for them. Just because a mother takes a few hours per night, or one night per week, or one day per month for herself does not mean she doesn’t care about or like spending time with her children. These few hours, nights, or days are essential to keeping sane. Kids are extremely draining, delightful creatures, and they need a lot of attention, especially from their mothers. This time away can’t just be at work, because work is draining too. Constantly running around working and taking care of tiny humans is exhausting, and not taking a break is unhealthy. Mothers need to let go of that guilt from others and from themselves for needing some “me time.”

Mothers are told even before they become mothers that they need to do everything they want to in life before they have kids because they can’t do anything afterwards. I’ve been told to travel, go to school, etc. before I have kids. The reality is that mothers can go to school with kids as long as they have a support system (although it is much harder). Mothers can travel either with their kids or without them. I’m not saying to go on solo vacations every 6 weeks to get away from the kids. I am saying that it is okay if you travel without them if you feel like you need to. Give yourself permission to be a person, to do things that you like because you like them. You can do things without your children. It’s okay.

Cartoonish image of an expectant mother looking out a window solemnly
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Mothers are pressured to completely let go of their personhood in order to be good mothers. Fathers are not really pressured to do the same. This may be because fathers are still somewhat removed from raising children, at least in the US. Most companies don’t have paid maternity leave, let alone any type of paternity leave. Many couples can’t afford to have both parents not work, so the mother is the obvious choice to stay home. Fathers can still have a “man cave,” a garage, tool shed, office, etc. for themselves. They have time to themselves to do things they like to do, like fix things or create something. Mothers are typically watching the kids or cooking dinner while they do this. We should encourage parents to switch off having this time to themselves while the other parent watches the kids. Obviously, this is harder with a one-parent household, but it might be possible with a support system or at least when the child is older.

In this day and age, we need to go easier on mothers who are doing the best they can. Everyone has a different situation, a different lifestyle, and a different child. The needs of each family and each mother are different. Unless the child is in actual danger, we need to ease up. Stop judging mothers and start offering to help them, maybe by offering to take the kids while mom gets her hair done and takes a walk or a drive. Raising children is hard, and having “me time” is beneficial to both mom and baby. Let mothers be people, not just moms.

Sexual Assault: A Double Standard

By Samantha Krier

Parents tend to try to protect their female children from sexual assault by any means possible, which mostly means limiting their freedom. The same attitude does not tend to apply to male children because many parents feel that male children are stronger and will not be overtaken by female children. Further, they feel as if males will welcome any attention from females, and could not be raped or assaulted in the first place. This creates a double standard in the way that male and female children are raised. This double standard causes differences in the way that males and females are viewed, which cause societal issues in the way that genders are treated. This is especially true if someone is not a Cisgender male or female, in which they might be treated badly because they do not identify as the typical male or female.

This double standard continues into adulthood, where parents are still afraid for their daughters’ safety, but they do not worry so much about their sons’ safety when it comes to sexual assault. I know that when I went to college, I was given so many pink security accessories that I had nowhere to put them all. I had a pink, heart-shaped keychain accessory that when pressed, sounded an ear-shattering alarm. I had pink pepper spray that I had to take off my keychain because I was afraid it would go off in my purse. I had a little black Kubaton, which was a stick that you put on your keychain to use if you got attacked in a parking lot. All of these accessories were gifts from my parents for when I went to college. This isn’t unusual. Girls get pepper spray while boys get condoms.

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This is because women are at a higher risk for sexual assault when on college campuses. 11.2% of all students experience it during their time at college. This why women are given rape whistles. Men, on the other hand, are given condoms because this is the time when they are expected to have more sex. Parents understand these two ideas, but they do not seem to link them together. They understand that their daughters are at higher risk of being assaulted, but not that their sons are at higher risk of being a perpetrator. Parents will try to protect their daughters from sexual assault by every method except teaching their children consent, self-control, and empathy. If parents taught their children these things, they could save someone else’s child from sexual assault, which in turn would save their own children.

This cognitive dissonance occurs when parents buy their daughters rape whistles and playfully give their sons condoms. Parents know that rape is statistically higher in college, but they only protect their daughters. They firstly do not understand that the statistic is for both children, but they also do not think that their sons would rape someone. I understand, because most parents know and raise their children from when they were small and innocent and they stay that way in parents’ minds. No parent ever wants to hear that their child committed a crime or hurt someone. No parent wants to believe that. Most of all, no parent wants to think that they were the reason their child hurt someone.

The #MeToo movement is just starting to shed light on how widespread sexual assault and sexual harassment are, and it is a topic that is finally getting some attention. Men and women are now able to tell their stories without being drowned out by those who support the perpetrator. The Harvey Weinstein conviction was a huge win for this movement, and was a step in the right direction in making sure perpetrators get justice. I feel that in past generations parents did not really understand why their children committed crimes like this. The link between these behaviors and how they were raised was unknown or ignored. Consent has only been a popular topic online recently, as many men and women did not understand it. Many people did not understand the difference between a consensual sexual encounter and sexual assault, which is terrifying.

Because consent is a new topic, many parents of college-aged adults or older did not have the chance to teach their kids about it. They may not have thought they needed to teach the concept, so their kids never learned it. Parents that are raising children now need to make consent a part of the sex talk. Make it a huge part of the sex talk. (We also need to expand sex education to make it comprehensive in order to take into account all parts of the spectrum and all -or most- situations, but that’s a whole other post.) The way that we can reduce these horrible statistics is to educate our children and other adults on topics like these. The future generation will be better for it and treat each other more considerately.

Quarantine Time Diversions

By Hailley Smart

In this current time of unrest, we have been placed under stay-at-home restrictions in order to help prevent the further spread of the COVID-19 virus. During this self-quarantine, many may find themselves with an abundance of free time and no clue what to do with it but fear not. There are many hobbies and pastimes that can be picked up from the safety of your own home. In order to assist any of you who may be in this pickle I will be outlining a variety of these leisurely activities and the many ways that they can benefit your life. I will also be providing some resources you can utilize if you choose to pick up a new life time interest from the list.

Learn to sew:

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Have you ever gotten your jacket caught on a hook and torn it? Do you have jeans that are simply way too big for you? If so, this first hobby is perfect for you. While it is typically assumed to be a feminine activity, learning to sew is a great hobby for anyone due to a variety of reasons. Picking up this hobby allows you to repair and alter your own clothing, acts as a great stress relief, can save a lot of money, and does wonders for improving your hand eye coordination. With just the most basic sewing skills you can make curtains for your room and add a little color to your current immovability, you can decorate pillows and turn a store bought item into a one of the kind treasure, or you can make customized towels and gifts for every person on your Christmas list. Not only does it save you money but sewing is a great creative outlet. It also takes very little to take up this great skill; all you need is a needle, some thread, and some fabric. While a needle and some thread are not the most common of items, it is often the case that we have them in our homes without commonly using them. As for the fabric, anything from new quilting cotton to old sheets will work perfect. Once you’ve decided to take up sewing, how do you get started? The simplest way to learn any skill is to pick it up from those who already know how to do it. This can be done by looking instructional videos up on YouTube (I personally enjoy SewVeryEasy) or even by face-timing a relative that knows how to sew. This could be a great way to kill two birds with one stone; check up on your older relatives and pick up a great new life skill. While I have directly discussed sewing, many of the same benefits can be seen through learning to knit or to crochet. While these two skills do require a couple more materials, they can be just as rewarding.

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Don’t Be Afraid to Be Ugly

By Samantha Krier

As women we are constantly bombarded by commercials, billboards, magazines, advertisements, and movies that show perfect women. These women are what society deems beautiful: stick-skinny, long dark lashes, long silky hair, high heels, lots of skin showing. It is natural that we would want to be beautiful, because beauty gets attention. Beauty gets perks and gets the date. So, we have to try to be the definition of beauty. We have to get lash extensions, try not to scream when the wax strip comes off or spill our own blood using a razor. We have to use chemicals on our hair and buy hundreds of dollars worth of makeup and then spend hours applying it. We have to train ourselves to bare the pain of squeezing our feet into tiny heels, balancing on them, and walking or dancing in them for hours. I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve heard the words “beauty is pain.” And if it is, I don’t want it.

There is a constant pressure for women to always look good and to make an effort. 1 in 3 women will not leave the house without makeup, and 1 out of 10 women say they will not let their significant other see them without makeup. If we don’t wear makeup, we aren’t putting in enough effort. If we don’t spend a ton on our makeup, nails, hair, and clothes, we are lazy and will never find a significant other. Meanwhile, men are not expected to do any of this and encourage women to accept them as they are. This is a double standard that most women are aware of and see and experience daily. The only way to beat this is to encourage men to accept women as they are, just like they tell us to do for them. This means not being afraid to be “ugly.”

We have just broken the ice on weight bias in the media. More runways and ads for fashion and makeup are accepting women who are not stick-skinny and those with disabilities. LGBTQ+ men and women have broken into the makeup world, creating gorgeous palettes and makeup lines. The standard look of beauty and fashion is being challenged and expanded to fit the majority of the world. The media is finally recognizing that we want diversity and representation on screen. Even though much of it is likely just to increase profits, the world is still changing. We are realizing that all women and men do not look like the ones we see in magazines. Most of us will never be able to fit that mold, and we shouldn’t have to. We can be beautiful without it. We are making so much progress, but we need to recognize this double standard and start taking steps to resolve it.

Image of a woman with gauze covering her head and chin
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One of the steps that we can take is to try to remember that our value does not depend on how attractive we are to other people. One of the biggest things I have learned recently is that my life objective is not to be on a diet and lose weight. I have so much that I want to accomplish, and none of it depends on me being a size 0. I will always prioritize my physical health, but I will not jeopardize my mental health by trying to look a certain way to please someone else. Realizing this and convincing yourself of it will not happen overnight. We are brainwashed basically from birth that being pretty is our main objective, and everything else is a bonus. Retraining yourself to not care and to help others see this is difficult, but it will impact your life in an incredible way.

Once you convince yourself of this, you feel free. You can go out with no makeup and in sweatpants and feel good and comfortable in your own skin. There will always be those who try to tear you down, just like there are those who try to tear supermodels down. When you really and truly believe you are beautiful without products and chemicals and procedures, no one can tell you otherwise. It took me a long time to love my body after it changed, but now no one can tell me my thighs are too big or my hips are too wide. It is important that we continue this attitude with our faces too. I have not completely gotten there yet, but I am on my way. Makeup should be something that we do for fun, not something that is required.

I completely understand that makeup makes us look better, and it is a hobby for a lot of people. I am not asking anyone to give this up or to feel ashamed about it. Makeup artists are incredible, and I personally admire anyone who can do a smokey eye because I can’t even get that look down no matter how hard I try. Makeup and fashion are arts, and are a confidence boost, and looking good makes us feel good. But we shouldn’t have to look good to be respected, and it is definitely not our objective in life. We are so much more than our looks, and it is time to convince the world.

The Mental Load

By Samantha Krier

The Mental Load is having to constantly keep track of what needs to be done and when it needs to be done, in the context of household chores and errands. This load is typically placed on women in the home, mostly because they are thought of as the caregivers and the ones who are supposed to be doing housework. In many homes, women have to distribute chores to their husbands and children. They have to know how much laundry is piling up and whose needs to be done first, which rooms have been most recently cleaned and which haven’t, when the dishes need to be done, if the dishes in the dishwasher are clean or dirty, and so much more. This is a constant list that keeps going all day, every day. There is always something to be done, and Mom is the only one who knows what it is. She is expected to tell each person in the household what to do and when to do it. This is typically not the same for men in the home.

Men tend to think they are “helping” their partners when they do chores with or without being asked. The problem with this logic is that by saying they are “helping,” they are revealing that they think housework is the responsibility of their partners. This makes for an unequal household. When women complain about the amount of chores they have to do and that their partner has not done anything at all, men tend to make the comment: “You should’ve asked!” As if they do not have eyes and cannot see the dishes piling up in the sink, that Mom is busy helping their child with homework, that the laundry needs to be done. Men feel that if they haven’t been asked to do it, it doesn’t need to be done. And if their wife asks them too many times and then gets angry because it still isn’t done, she is “nagging” him.

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Habits that Hold Women Back in the Workplace

By Samantha Krier

When I was in my capstone business class, the professors liked to bring in successful alumni (specifically those in business-related majors) to talk about their lives after college and how they got their jobs. It was probably to give us hope for the future and inspire us, and it did work, since most of these people did not graduate with jobs lined up and may not have been at the top of their class. I mostly only remember the women who talked to us because I identified most with them and I was inspired most by them. One of the women who came in told us about some of the bad habits that women have in the workplace that men typically do not.

The habits that I heard from her were similar to the habits in the book How Women Rise that I was reading a few days ago at my favorite bookstore. I was browsing through the chapters and was inspired when I realized that I do almost all of the habits described in the book, and so do many women I know. Women typically behave differently in the workplace than men do, and at times it can be detrimental to their success. I highly recommend this book as it explains how we can kick these habits and be more successful in our careers.

The first habit that one of the women said was that women are less likely to self-promote. Men normally have no problem talking to their bosses or their peers about their accomplishments, but women do not tend to do this. I realized that I don’t do this either. Even in personal relationships I tend to not talk about my accomplishments because I don’t want to seem like I’m bragging, but sometimes this is necessary. When your boss is considering you and your male counterpart for a promotion and your male coworker has already had conversations about their accomplishments with your boss and you have not, who do you think your boss is going to promote? Forget about what people might think of you if you’re bragging about yourself. The fact is that you have these accomplishments and you worked hard for them, so people should know.

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